2009-05-18

threadwalker: (Death Raven)
2009-05-18 10:26 am

Assessing

This has been the season to "reassess". Something about the economy, job market, and cost of gas keep driving home the point (to me) that I need to make sure my house is in order.

I've reassessed the closets at home and purged a bunch of stuff. I've reassessed some of my projects and instead of haring off on new projects I'm finishing some backlog.

I'm reassessing my job and my fitness goals.

introspective stuff )

So there it is.

Now what?
*Do I think I can do 3 of the 5 passes in Deathride? Not sure. I couldn't have last Sunday. I was going to try a second ascent to the 1K elevation marker, but my feet felt like they were on fire and I was having an allergy attack that was mucking up my contacts, so I declined to incline.

*It's an expensive race and trip; if I can't do more than a single pass, what's the point of going? With cost considerations in the mix would it be better to just sit it out this year until I know I can do 60% of it?

* If I go and do just one pass, what have I gained? I've dragged my family to Markleeville, taken some vacation time, spent a chunk of money and I do a single pass which might be less overall climbing that Mt Diablo.

I'm curious: If you've bothered to read this far, what would you do?

my answer )