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What is the word for "more than overwhelmed... sinking fast and can't see the surface above my head"?
Because that's what I am at work. To (mis)quote my favorite Hobbit, "I feel like not enough butter spread across too much toast."
The total irony is that it's the job that I'm holding on an interim basis that's kicking my butt. The one that I'm good enough to be the understudy but not good enough to take the stage. There is so much freaking work to do for interim-job that on top of my regular job AND since we are half-staffed this week, I'm having mini-internal meltdowns because I'm struggling to make deliverables.
I shouldn't even be taking 5 minutes to post this, but for magical mental reasons, writing this out is serving as therapy.
( therapy post... and sewing, too )
Because that's what I am at work. To (mis)quote my favorite Hobbit, "I feel like not enough butter spread across too much toast."
The total irony is that it's the job that I'm holding on an interim basis that's kicking my butt. The one that I'm good enough to be the understudy but not good enough to take the stage. There is so much freaking work to do for interim-job that on top of my regular job AND since we are half-staffed this week, I'm having mini-internal meltdowns because I'm struggling to make deliverables.
I shouldn't even be taking 5 minutes to post this, but for magical mental reasons, writing this out is serving as therapy.
( therapy post... and sewing, too )
