Actually, I've been re-examining my life and making big choices over the last year. I wouldn't say my decisions or self-judging were "cold" in terms of "unemotional" nor "righteous" in terms of "judging", but I have embraced the consequences of my reality and made the changes I think I need to make. In terms of seeking balance and owning consequences, this is on target.
Wow! a meme that is pretty close to the mark .. well, for who I am and where I am today, anyway.

You are Justice
Equity, rightness, probity, executive; triumph of the observing side in law.
Justice is about cold, objective balance through reason or natural force. You can't keep smoking and drinking without consequences to your health. It is the card that advises cutting out waste and insists that you make adjustments, do whatever is necessary to bring things back into balance, physically, emotionally, socially, spiritually. It is a card of balance and harmony; if there is imbalance, the correction may
require recourse to the law.
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